Oh Snape you bastard I love you, its never been about Alan Rickman.

( Rp Sex Test )

I sit here, I look at my f-list. I go back to sleep.

Could have logged Spanner, probably could have gotten Kitten's attention and had Ryohei and Blair hang out. But I think Sonia was on so I didn't want to bug her. Basically Night number 2 where I just choose sleep over bothering others.

WTF is wrong with me? and Why the hell did I drop a character to reapp Ken Ichijouji?

Bleh, yeah bed.

Well I'll take this chance and throw it out to everyone on my f-list.

OPEN RP THREAD.

we just covered I'm bored.

I know I was just starting with Cosplay and I didn't expect Momocon to be a huge thing, but to be contacted cause someone had pictures of my Spanner it made my day.  Until I noticed how strung out I looked. I only wore the make up to cover the fact my face had broke out the day before the con... I might need to look into learning real make up tactics...FUCK.

Why can't I be a normal girl and know how to do make up and all that shit?  I refuse to do that again, I won't fail the same thing twice, after how horrible I felt when I was Dino and the Reborn was confused by it. I swore I wouldn't be that fucked up every again. It was my fault that happened and so is this. Ryohei turned out fanfucking tastic and I felt like a god. I liked that.

So, I'll keep making myself feel like that until this low self esttem is fucking NO MORE!  Just a matter of weeks until AFO I need the suit jacket and the wig to come in then I got TYL done! AWA is in September and I haven't even touched Squalo yet and I promised I'd do it Ri's gonna be an awesome Xanxus so I have to do it.  I gotta get my shit together and get to work~!

<big>I HAVE NO MORE TIME TO BE EMOING AROUND ABOUT MY LIFE! I HAVE COSPLAY AND SHIT TO DO!</BIG>

Oh Ryohei you're so awesome being awake again. Wry did they cut out the table throwing? Wry? That would have been epic!

Shiny Jen and I went out yesterday and got stuff for her Mukuro cosplay and her Hetalia, Shes doing Southern Italy I think? I don't know anything about Hetalia, I also keep trying to typee 'Hentailia' WTF self? Eitherway  After watching Transformers AGAIN I realize that I really REALLY do want a Camero as much as I joke about I honestly would sell everything I owned for one.

Also creepy stalker gave me an MSI CD teh other day, its edited but hey. it was free and MSI. How he knew I like them I don't know but whatever!

Now off to the store for a Moutain Dew and back into the Daily Life! I'm rereading this shit to make sure I keep myself IC! So no one can bitch at me!

ALSO HAVE ANOTHER STOLEN MEME!

• The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other.
  

So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
 

( The Trailer )

It's no secert this was one of the first movies that I feel in love with coming into my teen years, it started my long time love for Heath Legder becuase he was such a wonderful actor. He took a character that could have been very very Blan and made him someone that people liked. The Mysterious loner who had fucked up rumors about himself. Patrick Verona is someone I have ALWAYS wanted to rp but never found a game I think he would work with.

ABC recently started their own version of the movie as a Series under the same name. Everything has changed, Kat and Bianca are 'new to town' all the characters are different and Bianca is a little bit of a stalker.

Now even in the pilot episode you can ALREADY see Kat and Patrick will end up together they don't even try and hide that their is interest, thing is their should not be yet. It took a lot to get them interested in one another and so far no bet has even been placed.

Though I LOVE the father is the same actor and just as bat shit insane. I also approve of Joey's changes as well. He seems more in dept now...but I just frown at the rape of Patrick's character. I'm sure they were just trying to not make it Heath's version. But still, that's what we know and making him openly trying to be a bad ass and having chicks all around him. That's not the Patrick Verona I loved.

I'll keep watching it though, I want to see where this train wreak is heading.

For the record, this is not me speaking as a Heath fan, this is me speaking as a fan of the movie itself, the modern adaptation to The Taming of The Shrew not, lets be as fabulous as possible and get ratings.

Plans were set in stone, Erica knew Courtany was going to be working for me. and she still will be working my hours, its juts now I have to work too and her. Erica doesn't care I have plans, she onlyc ares "OH! I will be so screwed and You have to come!" I cant afford to get fired this close to AFO and AWA so I basically have to choose my job over Jen.

I really don't think I'll tell her till she get's here. I mean I can sneak out at 5:30 while shes still asleep and if Erica is truthful then I should be home by 11am. She said I have to stay till lunch change over. She promised me I would leave by 11.

I don't know if I trust her though I just hope that if Jen still comes that she will take Shiny on to the faberic store if they wake up before I get home. If I sleep soon I can more or less chill up till she gets here lay back down then jet to work.

Erica said come in later but...ya know I might as well go in at 5 and get 6 hours instead of 5. as longa s Jena dn Shiny sleep while I'm gone it shoudl all work out.

fuck if I know. Maybe I should just tell Jen to forget it.

Okay, I thought about it. So I decided to do it. 100 icons made by Koko, mostly all Ryohei, Credit to mostly all goes to Leon, as I stole a lot of his bases and he gave me to art to the rest.

( To the icons~ )

TODAY IS WORST DAY EVER!

They forced me to clean the shake machine and it blew up on me ice cream from head to toe. It took everything to keep from crying when everyone started laughing, I had to finish fixing it aka start all over again. Clean the mess mop and all with Shake mix dripping off me and people laughing at me.

Only to be told once it was done. That I was to go home clean myself up wash my uniform and be back in two hours tops. Its an hour walk round trip and I really don't want to go face more laughter but if I want Sunday off I have to do what they say. 4 managers on the clock 8 people in the grill another cashier in the window. Why the fuck must I go back? I hate my life.


Last night was so awesome, Transformers and a new Cocaine i can stomach without chasing it. Awesome comment thread as Ryohei. I was giddy as hell when I left I was in a fan-fucking-tastic mood. Why can't it ever stay that way?


THANKS LEON! YOU'RE DORKING HAS RE-LIFTED MY SPIRITS! I'M READY TO GO BACK AND FACE THE DAY!!!and stalk you when you and Puzzley scene! \♥_♥/

Thank's Leon, You're always the best. I promise I'll work and get down you're style its a lot differnt from the way I Rp in cross thats why my posts may have seem messed up. Cross is all in IM paragraphed form. Sometimes I feel like I'm writting a fanfic but I digress. You've really perked my mood back up just being you're self and letting me be odd at you.

I wonder if it will survive this time.

I just feel sick to my stomach again. I'm laying back down.

Okay in honor of Kaji this is Koko's writting Meme.

PROMPT ME MOTHER FUCKERS.

Make sure I know the characters and tell em what you want and I'll write you a fucking drabble, more then one if you want.

Come on I got 40 last time lets beat that.

Name a character/pairing/threesome/moresome and a prompt, and I'll try and write you a drabble for it. Y'all know my fandoms, go for it.